Satellite.

Last night I was looking through my hard disk because we were both sharing our old photos.

My spotify wasn't working so I ran through some of my old songs that I was obsessed with.

One of them was Satellite which I really like and that's why I also changed my blog title.

I added it as the first song to the Spotify list so I hope you like it as well la. :)

Satellite / Stealing Time - Above & BeyondYou're a half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say
And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star
Your singing satellite

I always thought it'd be damn nice to stay home because I'm an introvert.

Suddenly this quarantine sucks because I don't get to see you lol.

Weird much because I don't even go out often and yet I'm craving to go out.

Ugh my haidilao plans. Hahahah.
Assuming 1st April the "movement restriction" period is lifted then I want my haidilao!

Some of the really sweet texts I saved that make my heart flutter.

I love you J. 

May God watch over you and keep you safe as always.

Lucky Ones.

The other day you mentioned that my blog is filled with your faces,

so let me start off this post with my face blehhh.

I took this photo to send to Daniel asking if I look like a good future daughter-in-law,

he said I looked like I'm about to do something mischievous hahah.

He kept reminded me to change all my "oh fk" to "Jesus Christ".
Is it even appropriate because that's how all my children "swear" in school hahah.

So the day has arrived where we get to spend more time together.

Also, very gan jiong for me to meet your clan.

We had kopitiam food for brunch and then you brought me out for dessert.

Yummm I love my ice dessert as much as I love you, haha.

 I also learn my lesson not to overestimate myself.
Next time I better have plain cendol because I couldn't finish the glutinous rice.

I quite like it and I don't mind coming here again but I'd love to try other places as well!

Thanks for inviting me to this event so I get to meet as many of your family members as possible.

Caught the little cutie pie staring at the sparkler with that mischievous smile.

Arghh my heart.... I can't wait to see them again. 

The cake was very delicious and it's coming from me, a person who doesn't really like cakes, hahah. 

 Happy birthday mama Ang!

She's another Pisces as well, so you actually have two fishes surrounding your life now, haha.

If you add my mom it's three fishes already lol.

I like it when you lean on me hahah.

Oh I captured this scene because I really like this moment a lot.

Lucky Ones - Lana Del Rey
I got so scared, I thought no one could save me
You came along scooped me up like a baby
Every now and then, the stars align
Boy and girl meet by the great design
Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones?

We got home and it was pretty late already.

You did a good job today, errand boy, hahah!

We were supposed to capture a photo when we arrived but ended up taking one when everything ended.

 Come to think of it, maybe we should have a photo around dusk next time?

I actually had to photoshop my lipstick on if not I look pale af lol.

Since I started this post with my face, I'm going to end it with a photo of yours.

I'm sure you notice that capturing moments is something I do very naturally that you don't have to question it anymore, hahah. 

At least we have a photo of how we walked under the miserable number of stars at night.

So when's the next time we can share the same night sky together?

White Day

Apparently, tomorrow on the 14th will be White Day, also known as "White Valentine's".

Do you know what it means? It's for those who give reciprocal gifts to those who gave them gifts received on Valentine's Day. Hmmmm... I wonder why did I mention that since we did not celebrate Valentine's this year? Well, I have no idea lol maybe because it came across my mind as I saw many people posting about it.

Hey precious. 

Thank you for the recording, I will treasure it and maybe one day we will look back at how young and madly in love we were. Best to keep as many memories as we can right now especially we are in our last twenties, hahah. So in future you are able to remember what you did before hitting 30.

Well I hope whatever you did on my birthday did not cost too much if not I'd feel incredibly guilty. I did not expect two new toys though, hahah. I'll hug Gator to sleep every night because he's a perfect size. I think Ray might be a girl. I'll leave her with the rest of my Jigglypuffs on my reading nook. I'm sure you don't want Ray to be sat on by brats from school hahah. No way I will allow that to happen knowing she might end up being all flat and dirty.

Thought I'd leave the card here so that you'd be able to look back here one day and think about the things you said to me the first time. Hey now you make my post-it note look so ridiculous and cheapskate, maybe I should've prepared a card for you hahah. Oh well too much of impromptu is what that happened haha.  

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say

Every girl wants to be a princess and I hope I'll be your princess forever.

My 29th Birthday.

Thank you for playing the guitar for me before the clock struck 12 while I'm wallowing in my tears of pity.

Thank you for taking half day leave to get everything ready.

Thank you for the cupcakes and my one and only opportunity to blow a candle and make a wish.

Sorry to Bumble for coming all the way but when the time is right mummy wants you.

Thank you for the soft toys and the unique way of giving me flowers in a basket literally.

I cannot put Ray into my car, my students are gonna sit on him and squash it to death.

Thank you for planning my birthday dinner and driving me to somewhere nearby so I don't have the anxiety about coming home late lolol.

All in all, thank you for making the day perfect.

Hello, whose gorgeous boy is this? MINE.

Hey precious, you know how you serve me food and treat me like a princess?

Can you do that forever? Hahahah.

I was thinking about what song I'd relate to because it was quite difficult. So I thought about this song that I had been playing through my mind when I was in your car. I think it was from that day you mentioned about Romeo and Juliet and I couldn't stop thinking about this song.

King of Capulet - X lovers
Where do you come from?
What do you do?
Think I've been searching for someone like you
Where do you come from?
What do you do?
'Cause I've been waiting for something like you
Do you know that you got something
Like the king of all the capulets?

So if I'm the queen, are you the king I'm searching for?

Before I turn 29.

Dear J.

It's the last day of me being 28. 

Things have been a whirlwind in the past and I hope the storm is over.

I went to check your blog, hoping you'd stop writing about her.

Secretly laughing because I'm glad you did.

I get caught up in past memories, my own problems.

I think about us a lot.

I think about our past that shaped us into who we are today.

I think about our future a lot and how I want you to stay.

I think about you every hour everyday.

Sometimes I wonder if we will burn up at this rate it's going.

But I'd still be with you regardless.

love you as always.

Crash and burn - Angus and Julia Stone
Look so pretty
When you brush your hair
Won't you be so
Kind to take me there
Will you come back
If I turn and run?
Will you come find me
If I crash and burn?

An Egg in my Dessert.

I went to the soup kitchen today and I did labor work and realize I am not cut out for the F&B business.

 I'm all jelly from standing for so many hours washing dishes, cleaning, and serving people. 

I came over to your place feeling as if I put toothpicks at my eyelids because I might just doze off. When I thought I'd be arriving, I ended up at some place when my GPS died.

Great, at this point I need to reconsider my priorities that maybe I shouldn't drive when I'm tired lol.

So why did you order pork noodles hmmmmm.

Okay I'm not going to guilt trip you because I love you hahah.

So you are forgiven.

It's fine and you are one smart dude because I love kuey teow.

I mean I ended up taking your bitter gourd and tomatoes so poor you.

Always having to share your food with me. 

And an egg in my dessert hahahah.

I love eggs so yes it was funny to have an egg in the dessert but I think I've eaten something like that when I was young. Can't really remember and what was the name again?

You owe me chicken wings and my ice kacang next round.

I haven't claim my Koi yet and you owe me so many things already.

By the way my birthday is coming soon....

Hazard - Richard Marx
We used to walk down by the river
She loved to watch the sun go down
We used to walk along the river
And dream our way out of this town.

Ikea.

Hello precious.

Wonder what you were looking at while you were scrolling your phone.

So I've always wanted an IKEA date with the person I treasure a lot.

A little early to say this but it's easier to visualize what kind of things you are into.

Or it just makes my job ten times easier instead of me spamming you with home designs and ask,

"Do you like this?" or "Which design do you prefer?"

So when we stopped by the bunk beds, I thought you were reminiscing about your past.

Not a fan of bunk beds because I grew up with one and I didn't like sleeping on the top.

Maybe because I'm less adventurous like that hahah.

But instead of the past you were thinking about your future.

Was I in the picture? hahaha jokes.

New Light - John Mayer 

"Cause if you give me just one night   

You're gonna see me in a new light 

Yeah, if you give me just one night

To meet you underneath the moonlight"

Till then. x

Don't forget about the chicken wings you promised me.

I want my soft serve as well.